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January 9, 2014 in all fluffies go to heaven· farmhome· horses

doc

well, today was a sad day at the scioscia family farm, as my mommy’s beloved horse, doc, went on to horsey heaven this morning, just a couple of months before his 27th birthday.

doc had the biggest, sweetest heart. he was my mom’s furry baby and my casey’s best friend. he helped my mom get through some of the tougher life things, from losing her pup to her mother’s alzheimer’s diagnosis, and i am so thankful. every girl needs a horse to lean on in good times and bad, and doccy was my mommy’s.

that boy, he was a gentle giant, but also a fighter. it was about 10 years ago now that he sustained a seriously nasty leg injury that took his flesh right down to the bone and could have easily taken his life… but ooh, he was lucky enough to belong to my mother! and the woman, she is a caretaker through and through. they were a great team, and over time he made a happy recovery with nothing more than a whole bunch of stiff scar tissue on one back leg. fast forward, though, and for the past year he’s battled an ugly disease called EPM that damaged him neurologically and made him weak. of course, with all my mom’s love and care, he made a darn good recovery for a little while! but recently, he relapsed. and at his age… in this cold. i think it finally got the best of him. bless his big, warm horsey heart.

when my mom called me this morning, i knew exactly what she was calling about… i knew she was worried about doc. and when i got to the farm and saw him for myself, i could tell first thing that he was just so over it all. he was sprawled flat on the ground, tired and cold. the sparkle in his eyes had diminished. his legs were failing him and he was out of strength. it was only when my mom, his girl, was loving on him extra that he would try to muster up the energy to get to his feet… for her… but he really couldn’t do it. and we all knew he shouldn’t have to try that hard for any longer.

i keep looking for words to describe this morning, but i just keep coming back to sad. it was so sad. and bad. and yucky. those words come to mind, too.

[i took these photos just last week when we were out with my mom lovin’ on our boys!]

some of my favorite photos and moments in the last year have come from afternoons feeding doccy and visiting my case. i know my mom is going to miss him so so much. every day. i will, too. and gosh, i know casey will! horses are so instinctive. they just know when something’s not right.
we love you so much, doccy, and will miss you always! thanks for all you’ve done around here. casey will take care of your girl for you, don’t you worry! rest in peace, big boy.

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Comments

  1. Katie F says

    January 9, 2014 at 1:18 am

    What a beautiful and sad post. I know how hard it is to lose an animal that is truly a part of your family. So sorry for your family's loss

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  2. Cassie {Home and Sass} says

    January 9, 2014 at 1:19 am

    Oh πŸ™ That is so hard to watch an animal we love grow old and suffer like that. So sorry for your loss. What a heavy-hearted day for you & your mom.
    xo
    Cassie

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  3. Laurie Olsen says

    January 9, 2014 at 1:54 am

    I'm so sorry! They become such a part of the family. My heart hurts for all of you guys.

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  4. k8te says

    January 9, 2014 at 2:38 am

    i'm so sorry for your family! horses are such special animals… thinking of your family at this sad time.

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  5. Katie Did What says

    January 9, 2014 at 2:57 am

    Such a sad day. <3 Hugs to you and your sweet family. Horsey heaven is a beautiful place, I'm sure of it πŸ™‚

    xo

    Reply
  6. cait - pretty and fun says

    January 9, 2014 at 2:58 am

    In tears reading this – nothing hurts more than losing a horse and I know completely what you're going through. Thinking of you guys!

    Reply
  7. Jessica Wray | PEONY says

    January 9, 2014 at 5:31 am

    I am so sorry for your loss. Animals have a way of really touching our hearts and staying there long after they go to heaven. Sending lots of love and hugs your way.

    Reply
  8. mr. Hammond says

    January 9, 2014 at 6:05 am

    Ahhh I am losing it. This is my worst fear. Horses they are so big. Big physically but also such a big part of our life. I can't imagine my life without my horse

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  9. mr. Hammond says

    January 9, 2014 at 6:07 am

    We are often healing them but they are ALWAYS healing us. My heart goes out to you and your mom. Just remember the feel of thier coat through your fingers on a winters day.
    -laurel Hammond

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  10. Marshall says

    January 9, 2014 at 6:18 am

    awwwww Im so sorry friend. animals truly become part of the family and I can only imagine how much harder it is seeing your mama have to lose her sweet friend after so many years.
    love you!!

    Reply
  11. Megan says

    January 9, 2014 at 8:12 am

    I had no idea horses could even get that old. Sorry for your loss.

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  12. Kerri Taylor says

    January 9, 2014 at 12:56 pm

    ah tears πŸ™ so sorry for your loss. glad he isn't in pain anymore. xo

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  13. Britt R says

    January 10, 2014 at 5:25 pm

    He was so lucky to be so well cared for and loved. I know he had such a happy life. Lucky boy had such a great caregiver to keep him going that long- wow! I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard losing our animals. Sending hugs and prayers your way sweet friend!
    xoxo

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  14. Linda says

    January 10, 2014 at 5:45 pm

    I'm so sorry for your family's loss and so happy for you that you had him in your lives for so long. The photos are beautiful. Thank you for sharing.

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  15. adesertgirl says

    January 10, 2014 at 5:46 pm

    I'm so sad for you all at the loss of this family member – because he most definitely was a valued being in the family unit. πŸ™ I hope you all remember him always and that the wonderful memories keep him with you.

    -Amy

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  16. Lauryn says

    January 11, 2014 at 2:41 am

    My heart hurts for you πŸ™ I can tell how much you adore your animals and what a special place they hold in your heart. It is easy to tell from your posts and pictures that he had a wonderful life.

    Reply
  17. Fran says

    January 15, 2014 at 2:47 am

    aw no πŸ™ I'm so sorry girl – my heart hurts for you and your mom <3

    Reply

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